That day was fantastic, I had a conversation with my therapist who made me feel comfortable and lifted my mood. I felt so confident that a friend of mine took these pictures of me at the beach, I would never post something like this but now I'm like "Fuck it! Why not?".
I'm always hiding, trying to not be seen, to be invisible, but that makes me feel so sad, deep inside I would love to be an extrovert. Right now, I'm too focused on my career, making money, and accomplishing some dreams that I have that I'm leaving myself aside. I wish I could have it all balanced, but It's hard with two jobs, working 13 hours a day. I need to make some changes this new year, I want more, and I need more.
I see people having businesses, having time to go on boat day trips, road trips, etc., and I'm always working, trying to reach something that is not real. The more I earn, the more money I'm spending, and it's not even on myself.
I need to figure out what this "Work smart, not harder" quote means for me, what's smart for me? What do I have to do to make money easily? I need to find more ways to do it. But I guess I will have what I want someday.
Xx,
Gre ❤
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