One day at a time

The previous posts have been from last year, I had left my blog because I didn't have my laptop and also because I simply lost the desire to continue with it, although deep down I never forgot it and I checked it from time to time hoping for some spark of inspiration to continue. 

How do I feel today?

Heavy, physically, mentally, and emotionally. The situation is difficult, but I know it is not complicated. I have had many health problems (nothing serious thank God), but since the accident I had with my knee, the surgery, not being able to work, money problems for the last 3 months, and relationship problems, everything accumulated. There are days when I can't find the door, that exit that says "this way" to get to a better place. But I know that to get there I have to start inside me. 

I don't know how to do it; I don't know where to start. The best phrase I've heard is "one day at a time". And it's completely true, if I live every day without thinking about the future or looking back at my past, I would be in a better place now, but I have that tendency to dream about what it was and worry about what will be next. 

I am about to start something I have been waiting for since I had the accident, that exit that will make me "feel more relieved", I just hope it is just the right thing and motivates me to move forward. Wish me luck. 

Xx

Gre ❤